This angsty, emotional, standalone new adult romance is now live!

2.99 for release only, or read for free with your Kindle Unlimited subscription

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Lars Bradby was supposed to be my forever.
That was before we found out he would become a father at the tender age of eighteen.

For years, he’d watched me.
For months, he’d wanted me.
For weeks, he’d chased me.

Relentless and infuriating, he turned my stubborn heart into something pliable and weak.
Sly and honest, he worked his way into my life as though he’d always planned to be the focal point of it.

In love and naive, even when our future seemed bleak, I believed in us.
Heartbroken and desperate, I tore my bleeding heart from my chest, wanting only the best for him.

In doing so, our forever wasn’t just interrupted. It was chased away with one irreversible decision after another.
And now, we could no longer see it beneath the heaping piles of debris we’d left in our wake.


Forever and Never is brilliant with just the right mix of angst, heartbreak, redemption and love. I could go on. Yet, the only thing that really needs to be said is Forever and Never is a must read. – Zilpha, Goodreads reviewer.

Can I read this story with a clear mind, again and again? Forever and Never is everything I wanted and so much more. – Sinful Soul Read.

Get your chocolate. Get your wine. Get your tissues. I ABSOLUTELY recommend this book! – Annette, Book Nerd.

I finished this book in one sitting. I honestly cried big ugly tears as I read their story, because it was honest, brutal, and raw, but in the end it was worth every single word. I didn’t think I would ever love any couple more than Daisy and Quinn, but Daphne and Lars blew that right out of the water. – Autumn, E&A Book.

Oh this is going to be a big book hangover for me. Loved love love this book! – Priscilla, Angst Book Lover.

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